Left Out

It has come to my attention I have ended up being slightly left out of a few things. I'd like to emphasise that this is NOT me complaining, and I don't hold a grudge against anybody. It's not anybody's fault (well, it's slightly my fault). Apparently there's a group who always play football. That's good. Of course, I don't like playing football (to say the least). If it wasn't for my sense of masculine pride, I'd say I hated it. But that's beside the point. Anyway, it turns out this group has been doing other things now, and because I don't play football, I'm left out of the rest.

I cannot over emphasise enough that I am NOT complaining and that I don't mind being left out, and that I don't blame anybody. However, I have just discovered that I am being left out, in a sense. So I'm not sure if people see me as somebody who doesn't want to socialise, or as someone who they'd prefer not to socialise with. If it's the first one, I'd just like to say that I really do love doing things with you guys, really love it, except I extremely dislike football. But disliking football doesn't mean I dislike everything else, so consider this my message of 'I don't want to be left out every time'. I mean, if you'd rather leave me out, please do, I'd rather not be around than irritate people, but if you don't mind me being there, I'd rather I am.

And like I said earlier, please do not take this in an offensive way. Baird offended Emily by saying that she left him out before, and I don't want to offend anybody. I'm just pointing out that just because I don't play football doesn't mean that I don't want to be included in other things, just so you guys know I'm not an anti-social asshole.

In other news, last exam tomorrow.

Fantastic!