Limbo

Today started out fairly well. I'm apprantly grading next Friday in Ju Jitsu (Note: Not going Fencing). As you're aware, one of the few things I've allowed myself to whine about on this blog was how long I've been on this dammed belt, so that's good.

And then I found out I apprantly pissed everybody off by giving Boote his card when they weren't around. Fuck. So now they're angry at me because they got the card and it was their idea, unfortunatly I was left with a problem. Go to the lesson and take the card with me, try and hide it and hope they find it, or give it to Boote. I chose the third option, which was the wrong option. Which was a mistake. Hell, I'd probably be a bit upset in their position. So I screwed up and pissed off my friends, always a bad thing to do. Even worse when you didn't mean to and find out they ain't happy.

So once again I find myself wondering if whatever Fate controls this world allows me to feel highs or lows. I said once before, everytime something bad happens to me, something worse happens to somebody else. This always keeps me feeling fairly neutral and concerned for them. What I never said was it was the same way around, if anything positive happens to me, something bad happens to, returning me to neutral status. Guess it's for the best, with no highs you can't be disappointed, and with no lows, you have nothing to moan about. Maybe something does watch over me...